How do I keep having nightmare days

How do I keep having nightmare days
having a tornado hit like a few hundred feet from your house? Terrible experience.
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No, but for real it was terrifying. Finding out just how close it was, seeing the other buildings it hit, and tearing up far sturdier ones... Makes me laying in a tub under like 3 blankets feel laughable as far as protection goes.
I'm 90% sure my gallbladder is failing. If its not my gallbladder its probably my liver, but I'm pretty sure its my gallbladder considering hte pain, and inability to process bile/stomach acid anymore.
And having it needing to be removed runs in both sides of my family.
The only good thing about it, is the drug you have to take after you get it removed has a really funny pronunciation.
Its spelled aciphex.
Its pronounced Ass Effects.
But seriously, I hope its just my gallbladder being a shit, and not my liver. Removing your gallbladder you can live with, your liver is a thing that if you need it removed you need a replacement or it'll kill you.
Not because I'm scared of dying itself, but not getting to do all the things I want to do with all my partners....
I'm 90% sure my gallbladder is failing. If its not my gallbladder its probably my liver, but I'm pretty sure its my gallbladder considering hte pain, and inability to process bile/stomach acid anymore.
And having it needing to be removed runs in both sides of my family.
The only good thing about it, is the drug you have to take after you get it removed has a really funny pronunciation.
Its spelled aciphex.
Its pronounced Ass Effects.
But seriously, I hope its just my gallbladder being a shit, and not my liver. Removing your gallbladder you can live with, your liver is a thing that if you need it removed you need a replacement or it'll kill you.